12/18/2022
Where Else You Can Find Me
4/12/2022
REVIEW: MICHAEL'S CRAG, by Grant Allen, 1893
MICHAEL'S CRAG is an 1893 novella by Grant Allen, a popular Victorian writer of fiction and non-fiction alike. I came across it via my "GOBI - Great Old Book Illustrations" account on Twitter, where I featured several of the 350 silhouette-styled illustrations by father-son artists Francis Carruthers Gould and Alec Carruthers Gould that originally appeared in the book's margins. The fine mustachioed gentleman at right is one of the illustrations.
I found the novella both intriguing and confounding. Set in the Cornwall coast of England, a very big “Chekhov’s Gun” is revealed early on; one of the main characters, Trevennack, an important figure in the Admiralty, is actually the Archangel Michael… or so he believes himself to be. He is, of course, utterly delusional.
So my expectation was that at some point Trevennack’s delusion would be revealed to more than just his long-suffering and horrified wife, that the Chekhov’s Gun would be fired, and various dramatic or comedic consequences would result. (The film THE RULING CLASS was in the back of my mind.)
But… that never happens. When Trevennack’s delusion finally take full occupancy of his mind, it’s when he is alone in the countryside, where he sees a large aggressive black ram as Satan, leading to a struggle that ends in a fatal fall over a cliff. Only his wife, and the doctor whose autopsy discovers a large blood clot in Trevennack’s brain, know the truth. None of the other characters, Trevennack’s daughter or friends or acquaintances, ever know more than that he sometimes said strange things or acted oddly.
My initial reaction was “Well, this Grant Allen fellow didn’t know how to structure or plot a story very well.” But then I thought about it some more, and realized that the entire purpose of the novella was to serve as a paean to British reticence and propriety.
Because insanity wasn’t just a shameful thing to have in your family, it was a blight on your family, as madness was still largely believed to be an inheritable trait, and if there was even a possibility that Trevennack’s daughter Cleer might ever inherit her father’s madness, her marriage prospects would be ruined, along with the family’s social standing.
So a good part of the story, the sections where we see Trevennack’s inner mind, is about his inner struggle to maintain a normal appearance and behavior. Because, up until his final end, there’s still a small portion of Trevennack’s mind that realizes his angelic nature can only be a delusion, even though he also knows, is also certain, that he is in deed and in fact the Archangel Michael. So, for propriety and for the sake of his family, Trevennack manages to keep that British “stiff upper lip” and proper behavior almost until the very last.
Looked at from that perspective, Trevennack’s death, and the solitude of its circumstance, is the happy ending of the story. He maintained propriety. He maintained appearances. He ensured the continued fortune and fates of his family. He maintained the status quo of upper-class British society.
The paean to propriety is further reinforced by the secondary plot narrative. The daughter, Cleer, mis-times a walk out to a rugged, rocky tidal island (where a pathway is revealed at low tide) and is stranded when the evening high tide comes in. A prospective suitor, Eustace, tries to swim the gap in a dimwitted attempt to rescue Cleer, only to barely reach the island, badly battered and bruised from being tossed among the rocks. So both Cleer and Eustace are stranded overnight on the epynomous crag until low tide returns.
Well! An unmarried couple spending the night together?! Alone?! That’s a scandal, sir, a scandal! (Even if the night was spent cold, wet, rained upon, and with Eustace barely able to move.) So of course the two of them must be married now! No acceptable alternative exists! Ha-rumph! So once again the rigid rules of society follow their inevitable, respectable path.
So, if you want a peek at British societal customs and attitudes circa the 1890s, MICHAEL’S CRAG is actually a pretty good choice, I think. The book also features some very effective descriptions of the Cornwall countryside and coast, making it seem both bleak and beautiful.
(first appeared, in slightly different form, in Last Stage For Silverworld, March 2022)
Blowing the Dust Off This Blog
6/23/2021
Some Words Sparked By My High School's Upcoming Reunion
My old high school's 50-Year Reunion (delayed a year by the pandemic) is upcoming in October. Received an email about it, with a link to a website that helps reunion committees organize the things. Posted a few things on my profile there, which I though I'd share here (where, honestly, it's more likely to be read).
First was a synopsis of my life since high school:
After high school, I went to ASU for several years, served in the US Army for three years, went back to college for a while, worked as a legal secretary, spent thirty years with the US Postal Service, then another dozen years working in the security field. Finally took full retirement in March 2020, which was pretty good timing to start spending most of my days at home.
Also in there, I somehow ended up with a wife and stepson. Hilde and I have been together for 45 years. I don't believe in miracles as a general rule, but that comes as close as anything can. I'd always expected to probably end up one of those wild-eyed hermits who live in a shack in the deep woods.
And... my interest in science fiction (which was a source of distress and disapproval from teachers and family alike, back in those days before every blockbuster movie was sci-fi; my Twitter profile reads "Mom always said reading science fiction would rot my mind, ruin my morals, and lead to hanging out with disreputable characters. Thank God, she was right.") lead to occasional success with writing the stuff. I've had about twenty short stories published over the years (including several in the mystery/crime fiction genre), edited two anthologies, and...
...wrote an episode of STAR TREK: THE NEXT GENERATION. ("Clues", 4th Season, 1991). That moment when the writer credits roll by is what I call "My one-point-five seconds of fame."
After managing to sell that script, I spent several years trying to sell movie scripts; some got expressions of interest from and meetings with production companies, but no one ever put money or a contract on the table.
(Scriptwriting is tremendously difficult to break into, and almost as hard to stay in. Now that I'm retired, I'm thinking of giving it another shot.)
There you go; fifty years in just over three hundred words.
What I most remember about high school is that a good day was being just numb, instead of miserable. I remember feeling disassociated from the school, the teachers, and the other students. Not so much ostracized (though there were definite moments of that) as irrelevant and invisible to almost everyone else.
I had "acquaintances" with other students; some were even "friendly acquaintances". But there were only a very scant handful of people I considered actual "friends".
Remember Richard S. Cantor, the journalism teacher? He let the journalism room he oversaw be a refuge for outsiders and weirdos like me. Not sure I would have survived high school without that safe space to occasionally retreat to.
(When I first got onto the Internet, my first "find people you knew" search was for Mr. Cantor. It led me to his obituary; he'd died of cancer a few years before, still in his early 50's. I'm sorry I was never able to let him know how much his empathy meant, to me and others.)
Sorry if you were expecting to read a feel-good story. For some of us, high school wasn't the wonderful experience a lot of people like to pretend it was.
Out of a graduating class of over 700, only a few dozen have registered on the reunion page so far, and only a handful have bought tickets to the reunion dinner. And (as with previous reunion years), almost everyone that I might be interested in seeing or talking with again is on the "Missing" list. So I'm not likely to attend.
4/17/2021
A Few Thots On Some Old Tarzan Movies
Hilde and I have been watching old Johnny Weismuller Tarzan movies from the 1930s & '40s, via DVDs from Netflix. Not all were available, but we’ve watched TARZAN AND HIS MATE, TARZAN FINDS A SON, TARZAN’S SECRET TREASURE, and TARZAN’S NEW YORK ADVENTURE.
TARZAN AND HIS MATE was filmed before the prudishness of the Hays Code began in 1934, but released into theaters as the Code was starting to be put into effect. Maureen O'Sullivan's very skimpy outfit (see below) came in for some side-eye from Code censors, but the biggie was the nude swimming scene with O'Sullivan (actually her stunt double) and Weismuller (who kept his loincloth on). Only early theater audiences saw the original swim; a more modest version was substituted for later showings. The Netflix DVD we watched included the original version.
These…are not great movies. There’s a nostalgia factor in re-watching them. (I saw a lot as part of Saturday morning tv-watching growing up; it was cartoons in the early morning, then adventure and monster movies on the local channel in later morning.) With modern eyes, I can’t help noticing the many faults. Even overlooking the “of their time” ethnic stereotypes, the writing, acting, direction, etc. are, for the most part, pretty damn stiff and unimpressive. And there are a lot of plot elements recycled from movie to movie.
Some takeaways:
- The greatest dangers in the jungle are from stock footage
- Never trust a man with a thin mustache.
- If you’re an old man with a sense of decency, make sure your life insurance is paid up.
- Pretty sure Boy grew up to become The Professor on GILLIGAN’S ISLAND, where he recreated many of the devices in Tarzan’s treehouse.
- Where the hell did Tumbo go?
- Cheeta is an asshole.
(a somewhat shorter version of this piece first appeared as a comment at File 770)
4/07/2021
Is The... *A* Future Finally Imminent?
Hilde and I were able to get Covid-19 vaccine shots recently. After spending the last year of our lives in mostly a holding pattern, we may finally be able to slowly begin resuming a more normal pattern of life.
April 8th will be two weeks after my second Pfizer shot, and I’ll feel (somewhat) more secure about adding more errands out to more locations more frequently. (Keeping trips outside the house to 1 or 2 a week for the last year has sometimes been a hassle.)
One of the first things to do is make an appointment for a new eye exam and new glasses. On Twitter and elsewhere, I've posted various eyepos I’ve made trying to read small print on my phone. From a few says ago: Misread someone tweeting “my bed covered with dice” as “my bed covered with lice”. Just a bit startling until I took a second, closer look.
(I actually had “new exam & glasses” on the post-retirement to-do list last March, but then the country began locking down just before I retired, and any non-essential appointments were pushed back. For a few months, he said, laughing weakly. I needed new glasses a year ago, and need them more now.)
Also going to try going to the gym every day if I can. And by “going to the gym” I mean walking to the EOS Fitness place that took over the old Safeway grocery's space last year, and walking back home again. (Nope, still not going to go inside any gym yet.) That’s about a 3-mile walk altogether, which maybe will help shed the ten pounds or so I’ve gained in the last year for some inexplicable reason.
(I felt kind of sorry for that EOS location. Their “grand opening” was in the middle of rising alarm about Covid-19, when people began avoiding gyms and fitness centers in droves. They were only open for in-person attendance for about a week before they had to close their doors and try to transition to online video classes for customers, for the duration of the lockdown. One of their ads during that increasingly dire week proclaimed “WE HAVE TOILET PAPER!”)
The local libraries have served as a good indicator of whether it’s safe to ease up on social restrictions. They were locked down for several months, with only curbside pickup. My local branch currently has a “mini-library” set up in one of their meeting rooms, with a smaller selection of the most popular books and DVDs on its shelves (you can request a hold for a title from the full inventory; patrons just can’t go browsing in the full public spaces yet).and with mask and social distancing guidelines enforced. Local politicians (rom city-level up to Arizona's dumbass governor Doug Ducey) are pushing for full re-opening, but librarians have been pushing back successfully so far.
I’ve only been back to the local library branch once in the past year, instead using Overdrive to borrow works (mostly audiobooks, and an occasional ebook) to sate my library jones instead. Miss being able to drop in and browse the shelves when I want, and especially the monthly meetings for the local writers workshop.
(After a few months off, the writers workshop moved to Zoom when it became clear the library meeting rooms we used wouldn’t be available again for a long… long… time. But it’s not quite the same as meeting in person.)
And of course my outside trips will still be masked and distanced. If Arizona gets down to zero Covid deaths for a week, I might (might) start thinking about the possibility of bare-faced gallivanting. Zero Covid hospitalizations, even better. Zero cases, best scenario of all.
But it looks like there's slow and mostly steady progress toward a post-Covid future. It would be even steadier if there was less masking-resistance, consistent social distancing, and end to anti-vaccine conspiracy theories, and fewer politicians trying to wish a post-Covid economy into being by lifting restrictions too early and too fully.
(a slightly different version of this piece first appeared as a comment on File 770)
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| From September 2020, when my "Crazy Old Homeless Guy" quarantine-look was at its peak. |
12/23/2020
My Writing 2020: Award Eligibility Post
10/19/2020
Review in Brief: MURDER IN THE NAVY by Ed McBain
9/23/2020
The "Hollywood" Ending, and a profound uneasiness
Having watched the "Hollywood" mini-series from Netflix, I came away being both very impressed by many aspects, but uncomfortable --very uncomfortable-- with how the series was concluded.
[MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD]
I watched "Hollywood" without having heard much about it. Caught a trailer, looked good, and How-Hollywood-Sausage-Gets-Made is one of my own interests, so went into it fairly cold, almost like catching a sneak preview of a film.
"Hollywood" is set in Post-WW2 Hollywood...but not quite. My first impression was that it was a story overlaying fictional characters, set in a fictional studio, onto actual Hollywood history. But then real people from Hollywood history (Rock Hudson and his agent Henry Wilson, in particular) entered the story line as prominent characters...
...and the story became an alternate history of Hollywood, rather than a fictional overlay. Or an uncomfortable mashup of both. (In real life, Hudson was first signed as a contract player by Universal, not the fictional Ace Studios depicted here.) Or something. I wasn't certain where the plot was heading.
[AGAIN, MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD. SPECIFIC PLOT POINTS! DETAILS! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!]
10/14/2019
Curt and the Green Penis
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He wasn’t wearing any clothes, and,
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Sometime during the night, while Curt was unconscious, someone had decided to paint Curt’s penis green.
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He had an important job interview scheduled for that morning, and there were less than twenty minutes before it was supposed to take place.
9/18/2019
ONE-BUCK BOOK REVIEW: This Strange Engine, by Philip Ligon
Fair warning: I try not to be overly negative, but when a book has flaws that lessen my reading experience, I'll point them out. (A lot of the 99-cent sales are from indie/self-published writers who tend to be at an early point in their writing careers. Sometimes this means their craft skills don't match up with their ambition or goals. Occupational hazard of writing.)
So, the first offering: THIS STRANGE ENGINE, by Philip Ligon. Ebook, regular price 3.99, I bought it on sale for 99 cents. Published by Silver Empire, 419 pages. Amazon link.
Steampunk fantasy mix. A portal to a fantasy world has introduced magic and magical creatures (elves, gnomes, cyclops, dragons, etc.) into Victorian England. Inevitably, some humans use the new resources and abilities to gather power and wealth for themselves. Ash, a disgraced cleric, is trapped under the thumb of the mysterious Misters, who coerce him into stealing magical objects. Aided by fellow friends in the criminal world (an invisible thief, a techno-gnome, and a barmaid with a hidden past). One of their opponents is Ash's ex-wife, who betrayed and tried to murder him, the start of the cascade failure that lead to his current dilemma and situation.
Adventures and disasters ensue. First in a series, this volume leaves many questions open, particularly regarding that portal to a fantasy world. I'll hazard a guess that in a later book, the portal will be traveled thru and adventures take place in the fae world.
All this is a good set-up, with a lot of possibilities. Unfortunately, two things kept me from enjoying the book as much as I had expected and hoped.
1) Ostensibly set in Victorian England, it felt very much set in the generic pseudo-England common to so very, very many fantasy novels. Steampunk, in my experience, usually offers stronger references to the history and culture of actual Victorian times. The "Victorian" details seemed scant and tacked onto the narrative.
2) My biggest problem, though, was Ash. He is one of the most whiny, self-pitying "Woe is me, my life sucks" characters I've ever encountered. Spending 400+ pages with the guy felt like a long slog through sad, depressed mud. I wanted to smack him upside the head and and say, "Your ex-wife has tried to KILL you. REPEATEDLY. Get a CLUE, you DUMBSHIT." (Note: Other characters give basically that same advice, over and over again, to Ash in the course of the book. To no avail.). It's only near the very end of the book that Ash finally gets a glimmer of self-realization and hope for himself.
The other characters were a lot more enjoyable. If the thief, the gnome, and the barmaid were to ditch loser Ash and go off on their own adventures, I'd probably read *that* book. They're kinda fun, aside from their inexplicable decisions to repeatedly stick by Ash.. But I'm reluctant to spend more time with Ash.
Overall impression: Interesting setup, but I felt the "Victorian" setting should have either been stronger, or simply go with the Standard Fantasy Setting it seemed to mostly be. Action scenes are well done. I felt making Ash such a completely miserable, self-loathing character was a poor choice.
Three out of five stars. I can see Philip Ligon set himself some ambitious goals for the story, but I came away feeling he didn't fully succeed.
5/16/2019
Blast From The Past: 102 Great Novels, as of 1962-63
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A Death In The Family, Agee
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Moses, Asch
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Sense and Sensibility, Austen
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Pere Goriot, Balzac
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The Old Wives’ Tale, Bennett
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The Death of the Heart, Bowen
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Jane Eyre, Bronte
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Wuthering Heights, Bronte
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The Good Earth, Buck
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The Way of All Flesh, Butler
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Plague, Camus
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Death Comes For The Archbishop, Cather
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The Horse’s Mouth, Cary
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Don Quixote, Cervantes
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Greenwillow, Chute
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Lord Jim, Conrad
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The Just and the Unjust, Cozzens
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The Red Badge of Courage, Crane
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David Copperfield, Dickens
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U. S. A., Dos Passos
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The Brothers Karamazov, Dostoevsky
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An American Tragedy, Dreiser
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Advise and Consent, Drury
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The Three Musketeers, Dumas
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Rebecca, du Maurier
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Justine, Durrell
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Middlemarch, Eliot
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Light In August, Faulkner
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The Great Gatsby, Fitzgerald
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Madame Bovary, Flaubert
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A Passage To India, Forster
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The Forsythe Saga, Galsworthy
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The Cypresses Believe In God, Gironella
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Vein of Iron, Glasgow
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Dead Souls, Gogol
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I, Claudius, Graves
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Tess of the d’Urbervilles, Hardy
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The Scarlet Letter, Hawthorne
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The Old Man of the Sea, Hemingway
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The Wall, Hershey
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The Rise of Silas Lapham, Howells
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Green Mansions, Hudson
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The Fox In the Attic, Hughes
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Les Miserables, Hugo
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Brave New World, Huxley
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The Wings of the Dove, James
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Ulysses, Joyce
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Trial, Kafka
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Zorba the Greek, Kazantzakis
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Darkness At Noon, Koestler
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The Leopard, Lampedusa
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Main Street, Lewis
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The Call of the Wild, London
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Epitaph For the Small Winner, Machado de Assis
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The Ballad of the Sad Cafe, McCullers
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The Watch That Ends the Night, McLennan
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The Magic Mountain, Mann
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Nectar In A Sieve, Markandaya
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Point of No Return, Marquand
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Of Human Bondage, Maugham
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Therese, Mauriac
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Moby Dick, Melville
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Gone With the Wind, Mitchell
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The Cruel Sea, Montsarrat
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Two Women, Moravia
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The Tale of the Genji, Murasaki
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Nineteen Eighty Four, Orwell
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Dr. Zhivago, Paternak
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Cry, The Beloved Country, Paton
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Ship of Fools, Porter
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The Man On A Donkey, Prescott
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Remembrance of Things Past, Proust
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All Quiet On the Western Front, Remarque
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The King Must Die, Renault
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The Trees, Richter
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Jean Christophe, Rolland
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Giants In the Earth, Rolvaag
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The Catcher In the Rye, Salinger
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The Human Comedy, Saroyan
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Ivanhoe, Scott
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Fontamara, Silone
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Strangers and Brothers, Snow
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The Grapes of Wrath, Steinbeck
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The Red and the Black, Stendahl
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Treasure Island, Stevenson
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The Travels of Jamie McPheeters, Taylor
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Vanity Fair, Thanckeray
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War and Peace, Tolstoy
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Barchester Towers, Trollope
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Dream of the Red Chamber, Tsao-Hsueh-Chin
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Torrents of Spring, Turgenev
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The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, Twain
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Kristin Lavransdatter, Undset
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Candide, Voltaire
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The Egyptian, Waltari
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All The King’s Men, Warren
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Ethan Frome, Wharton
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The Once and Future King, White
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The Bridge of San Luis Rey, Wilder
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Look Homeward, Angel, Wolfe
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Memories of Hadrian, Yourcenar
1/10/2019
MY READING/LISTENING, 2018
(For some reason, the first line of each paragraph is longer than the rest. Looks okay on a desktop monitor, but on mobile that first line continues off-screen to the right. Attempts to correct it haven't succeeded. Other formatting glitches and idiosyncrasies have been cleaned up, I'm pretty sure.)
- Some other books I read with notably grim, violent settings and situations included:TRAIL OF LIGHTNING by Rebecca Roanhorse. In an altered America where gods and magic have returned to Native American lands, monsters have returned as well. A young woman raised by a demigod to hunt and kill monsters has to deal with outsider and abandonment issues, plus past trauma. She serves the People, but is not fully one of them.
- THE STARS ARE LEGION by Kameron Hurley. I will confess, I found the cosmology of Hurley’s universe in TSAL difficult to grasp. But it seems in the far, far future when much of the natural universe has gone cold and dark, there are enclaves of created systems and planets, with almost continuous war between planets for scarce and dwindling resources. Life is struggle on both larger and smaller scales, and ruthlessness is a virtue and a necessity. I found the book engrossing regardless, in part because the society and background were so mysterious and disturbing.
- UNDER THE PENDULUM SUN by Jeanette Ng was another book where the background and society were uncertain, but in this case that uncertainty is an integral and deliberate part of the book. The lands of Fae are real, reachable by ships that have found themselves lost upon the sea. Ways to become deliberately lost enable a measure of trade and commerce with the Fae. In addition to such commercial interests, missionaries travel to the Faelands to try to convert the heathen Fae to Christianity, with exceedingly rare success. The sister of one such missionary follows him to Fae, where she finds the “reality” of Fae lands is very flexible indeed, an uncertainty matched only by the (malicious?) fickleness and mystery of the Fae themselves. This is a grimness of the mind, and both brother and sister find their own weaknesses, exacerbated by the strange and uncertain land and beings around them, lead them into unwise actions and decisions.
- Another work of psychological grimness is FORTRESS AT THE END OF TIME by J.M. McDermott. “Travel” between stars is accomplished by sending data to duplicates a person’s body and mind at the receiving end; from the original’s viewpoint nothing has happened but the duplicate will spend the rest of its life at the destination point. FATEOT takes place in a military space station orbiting a harsh planet at the ass-end of nowhere, listening for signs of an alien enemy that may never come. I caught notes of Dostoevsky, Kafka and Joseph Conrad in the style and narrative, though McDermott cites THE TARTAR STEPPE by Dino Buzzati and THE OPPOSING SHORE by Julian Graq as the major influences.
- MEDUSA UPLOADED by Emily Devenport
- THE TIGER’S DAUGHTER by K. Arsenault Rivera
- BEHIND THE THRONE by K.B. Wagers
- A DARKER SHADE OF MAGIC, by V.E. Schwab
- BINTI by Nnedi Okorafor
- THE ACCIDENTAL WAR, by Walter Jon Williams






